Mar, rielo, Sol, atardecer.
Get back
Serena's Male Mermaid,
by
Jesús Ángel de las Heras Jiménez
© 2024 by Jesús de las Heras.
  1. No part of this work may be reproduced without prior written permission from the author.
  2. The characters, situations and events described in this work are the product of the author's imagination, so any resemblance to reality is purely coincidental, completely unrelated to the author's intention.

Index. Español Esperanto

    Dedication.
    Prologue.
  1. Introduction.
  2. I, Serena.
  3. Capture.
  4. The awakening.
  5. Survival.
  6. Surface.
  7. Land excursion.
  8. Reunion.
  9. Epilogue.

  Dedication. Español. Esperanto

Tenderly dedicated to all
those of us who love the sea.

Prologue. Español. Esperanto

A few months ago I read a wonderful novel, The Old Mermaid, which José Luis Sampedro published in 1990. I enjoyed that book, and it suggested this one to me.

However, this book is not a copy or a similar one, but rather it was suggested to me by that reading: Sampedro's mermaid adapts herself to living on land, in a bygone time, that of the Romans, while my mermaid is a 21st century man who gets accustomed to living in the sea, at the expense of the sea, and discovers —and makes us discover— that another world is possible, because it exists and is inside this one.

Serena's Male Mermaid is a fantastic story, the 78th one I have been involved in, but it is not science fiction, but fantasy fiction. My mermaids exist because they have always existed, just as chimpanzees have always been in the world without the authors who have spoken to us about them, such as Edgar Rice Burroughs, for example, with his Tarzan of the Apes, having to give us faith in their origin or continuity in the animal world: they exist and that's it. The reader may think that mermaids do not exist..., well: in this book they not only exist, but they will make us enjoy their world, their ideas and their adventures throughout the pages of this story. And if at the end of the reading you still think that mermaids do exist, or don't, that is your business, since what I have intended by describing this world is that you enjoy a moment escaping from your problems and worries, and get immersed —never better said— in this magical world of the sea.

The characters and events are entirely fictitious, and have nothing to do with people or situations in the real world. If they remind you of them in any particular way, bear in mind that this is pure coincidence beyond the will and imagination of the person writing this.

 1 Introduction. Español Esperanto

They say that mermaids were originally birds with the head of women, but luckily the truth has prevailed over time and for the common people we have recovered the fish tail that we never stopped having and in which our own self and our wisdom reside.

Mermaids have been on the planet Teluris for millions of years. Humans know Teluris as Earth because they have little imagination and believe that what is important is what they step on, even though it is the smallest part of the whole. From the crest of our waves we have seen the dinosaurs come and go and many other species, including humans, whom we will soon say goodbye, given our experience observing the cycles of the different species that have come and gone throughout our long history, which we estimate at more than a billion years, since the planet cooled enough for Essa, the first mermaid, to appear on the face of this rock with water and air.

Essa came from consecutive species of marine animals, and lived alone until she learned to copy herself by parthenogenesis. Something went wrong, and her thirteen children did not turn out well. Some died shortly after birth, others lasted decades, and only three females and two males managed to live a century. Little by little they evolved, through a hundred generations, and we have reached extreme longevity, to such an extent that I do not know of any other mermaid —not even myself— who died or shows signs of old age, as the oldest of us report.

You will be surprised that I speak in the feminine, and do not refer to male mermaids. They do exist among us, but you will discover throughout this story why the male sex has so little relevance among us, mermaids. And why they do not last long.

I do not want to tire you with generalities, so I will tell you my story. It will be your responsibility to believe whether this is true or not. We mermaids will not cease to exist, or will we begin to do so, because you doubt or stop doubting on what I am telling you below.

I, Serena. Español Esperanto

I was born on an island in the Mediterranean Sea, near the African continent. Some of us are born in the sea, but mermaids prefer to give birth on land, so that the baby can use her lungs, since the gills open in our sides and are used automatically when we run out of air. On the contrary, when we give birth in the water, the gills open automatically, which makes it much more difficult for the baby to open her lungs to the surrounding air when it comes out onto land, and it can drown if her mother does not intervene quickly. When a mermaid comes onto land, she crawls, using her hands to help her, until her tail dries and our abdomen forms, with very white legs, because they have not been exposed to the sun. Normally we exhibit the female sex, which is natural for us, but if we make a mental effort before leaving the water until our legs have dried, we can become male at will. It is not something that is done frequently, except for reproductive purposes, since we are viviparous and therefore need the help of the male.

My father, Nefrenio, maintained his sex for 20 years, until I was fully developed, because he said I needed a male reference. Then he became Nefrenia and was my mother's best friend. My sister's father, however, was Sheelo, who a few days after giving birth would return to being Sheela because she said she couldn't stand it. Luckily for Siele, my father and I adopted her and taught her everything he knows, before becoming feminized again, when she was ten and I was twenty years old.

One or two decades of age is still early childhood, compared to what mermaids have to learn to survive and what we can do, given that our longevity is very long and is measured in centuries.

My mother, Irenia, had never had a baby, and it cost her a lot more than she thought to bring me into the world. A mermaid can have offspring once every ten years, approximately, so when my sister Siele was born, I had already learned many tricks to defend myself in our habitat, the liquid layer that covers our world.

Hehe, man thinks he is the king of the universe, but he doesn't usually live to be a hundred years old, and instead we die only by accident or by mermaid murder, because not only are we long-lived by definition, but we love life. Man is pigeonholed into countries of several tens of thousands of square kilometers, perhaps a million, but we have five billion square kilometers (or almost two hundred and thirteen billion cubic kilometers) for a much smaller population of just a few hundred of us. Sometimes a mermaid dies, but it is very rare. We have no predators, and we do not prey. Some of us eat only sea plants, but others of us eat different species of sea animals, although not so much that we kill any species. My favorite delicacy is sharks, because they have no bones, and their hardest parts are the teeth in their mouths, but I spit those out. Sharks eat everything they get their teeth on, they are voracious, and they go crazy for blood. That's why I go after them.

As I said, my mother gave birth to me on an island in the Mediterranean, we call it Iscia, but I think humans call it Cyprus. When there were no humans there it was a peaceful place, with magnificent sunsets. But for a few thousand years those people have been fighting each other, and sometimes they have surprised some of my kind and attacked them, not knowing that sharks are afraid of us. My friend Tiara was once attacked by two humans, and she defended herself by biting them and killed them. She then told me that they didn't taste very good, although they were very nutritious. She had to swim a lot to synthesize all the food that those two unfortunate guys gave her. She had to fast for about a month, and she suffered from aerophagia that lasted for weeks. The bubbles she made made us know where Tiara was...

My mother breastfed me until I was ten, when Siele was born. From then on, my mentor was Nefrenio, my father. He taught me to hunt, and to respect the fish populations that were not very numerous. He also taught me to break the nets of the fishermen who caught everything they could, without caring about making entire colonies disappear, whether they were minority species or not. We broke their nets, and even wrecked their boats, attracting them to the rocks with our songs, because when in contact with the air our voice is melodious and we sing duets and trios very well. They see us when we stick our bodies out of the water, and they are dazzled by our hair and our breasts, believing that we belong to their species, and they come towards us. They run their boats aground and sink them in their greed for lust, and if they do not jump ashore in time, the sharks —who have also heard our songs and know them as the prelude to a feast— show up and carnage. We let them do, because it takes them three days to synthesize the flesh of the land dwellers and then the sharks taste better when we eat them.

Nefrenio also taught me to distinguish underwater currents and to take advantage of them to navigate more quickly and with less effort, as well as to interpret well the messages they bring us through color, smell, taste, flavor and temperature.

The light of the Sun —from red to violet— does not penetrate the sea very deeply. When we feel like it, we go up to the surface and lie on our backs, receiving the rays of our star for hours. Sometimes a dolphin comes up and plays with us, and we chat a lot with them. Other times we fall asleep looking up or down, which gives us a darker skin tone. I like it when the waves lift me up, and I look out from the crest at the surrounding sea. Sometimes I ride the wave continuously, so that I am always on the crest, and it seems to me that I am on top of a still mountain in the sea, although in reality I am moving with the wave towards the open sea or towards the beach, and when I reach it I lie down on the sand with my arms extended. More than once I have woken up with my tail dry, that is, my legs. When this has happened to me and I see a human nearby I dive into the water so as not to end up hurting them. They are stunned, looking at me, and after I throw myself into the water, they stay looking to see me appear, what never happens.

It is in those moments when we are lying on the beach that a male siren can appear and fertilize us. But the life of a mermaid becomes much more complicated when that happens, because for the next 80 years we have to take care of our offspring to teach her to live as a good mermaid.

 3 The Capture. Español Esperanto

There was that man. It was an almost deserted beach, where there were barely twenty humans swimming, floating or chatting with each other in that language so unpleasant to the ears, the human language. I suppose they speak differently in each of the countries they have invented, but to us mermaids they all sound like the same unpleasant murmur, although sometimes they scream very loudly. But that man did not talk to anyone.

He had a kind of strange and ridiculous seaweed on his head, and he just floated. From time to time he looked at his wrist, which I would later find out to be a machine called a watch that tells him the time, what part of the day he is in. For humans, time is very important because they have so little of it. It amused me to see him there, with that ridiculous piece of seaweed on his abdomen and the other even more ridiculous one on his head. Obeying a playful impulse, I grabbed his foot and pulled him out to sea.

He was meditating, thinking about his life, his family, his profession, because he had just retired, as he would tell me later. Retirement is when you have worked for a long time and you stop doing so, and other humans give you the money they call a pension so that you can live until you die. Among us there is no pension or work, but tasks. Every one of us has to do what she needs, and if somebody else asks you, you help her. We feel strong all our lives and we never have to depend on others.

When he felt the gentle tug of my hand, that human was startled, and he did not relate it to another being, but at first he thought it was a sea current. I held his foot gently, but also firmly, so he could not let go. But I didn't like the other foot moving to the right, so I grabbed it with my other hand, and that creature saw that it was sailing out to sea with its feet together, helplessly in spite of the effort he made with hands or its screams being able to prevent it from going out to sea. The other humans didn't realize that one of their own was leaving them, because they always mind only their own business. And there are many of them, humans.

It took us a long time, two hours according to that human's clock, to get five kilometers away from the coast. I felt the anguish of that man. Gently, while he was gripped by terror because he didn't know what was happening, I removed the two rags that he had for all his clothing. It amused me to see that despite being in the water for so long he still had his legs. Then I introduced myself.

He reacted with fear. He didn't understand what I was saying, because my command of the human language is very limited. Later he would tell me that it sounded like something like iiiijk! to him

Seeing that he didn't understand me, I moved on to using telepathy.

~Hello, human ~I said to him through this other means.
~Who are you? ~he thought.
~I am Serena, your mermaid.
~Mermaids don't exist.
~So I don't exist, and you're on the beach with your people.

The man touched his hips and saw that he was naked, he touched his head and saw that he no longer had those seaweeds.

~Did you take my hat and my swimsuit?
~The seaweeds? Yes, I did.
~Give them back to me.
~What do you want them for?
~I'm embarrassed to be naked in front of a woman as beautiful as you are.
~Prejudices. We are always naked. Besides, I'm not a woman, I'm a mermaid.
~Eh..., well, thank goodness the sea hides me.
~The sea is the best dress you can find in the whole world. But I do see you.

I dove in and hugged her legs at the knees. How nice, to have them in the sea. Then I came up to the surface.

~You are a normal human being. You lack nothing. What were you afraid of?
~I..., I am very embarrassed that you see me naked.
~I am naked ~I told him taking his hand and putting it against one of my breasts. ~So what?
~I want my swimsuit, mermaid.
~Well... I don't know where it is now. I left it here on top ~I said, showing him the little piece of sea under my hand. ~It must have sunk.
~I can't go back like this.
~Why not?
~Men will laugh at me, others will get angry, and women will be scared.
~Mocking, anger, fear of the human body? Your people are crazy.
~That's the way we are.
~We don't have dresses. We're not ashamed of being seen as we are.
~I see...
~You don't like me?
~You scare me, mermaid.
~My name is Serena, and yours? But why do I scare you? I'm your friend. And I like you a lot.
~Because you have several rows of teeth, like sharks. Your eyes are elongated to the sides, your hair is very thick... And you have a fish tail instead of legs. I wonder how you reproduce... Do you lay eggs, like birds?

That human was stupid. Five thousand meters away from his world, lost in the middle of the sea, and his concern was my eyes, my hair and how we reproduced.

~Look, human... what's your name?
~Diego.
~Diego. Well, look, Diego, if you want, I'll show you my world. Then you can answer those questions yourself.
~I can't, Serena, my wife is going to worry.
~Your wife?
~Yes. She's... well, she's the human I live with. For many years.
~Now you can live with me.
~No, I have to go back to my house.
~Why do you want a house if you have the whole sea here to live in? You won't miss anything.
~Yes, of course. But in the sea there is also..., that! Watch out, a shark!

I had seen him a while ago too, but I didn't want to scare him, because I know that sharks scare humans. He had been circling around us. He was undecided whether to attack the human and eat him, or run away from me. As I said before, mermaids always let them eat humans. Then we follow the sharks so that those who escaped our hunt did not find out that after three days we each catch one of them and eat it in bites, because their meat is much more appetizing when they have just synthesized the human flesh and bones in their metabolism and have already expelled the toxic part from their bodies.

~A shark? Wait, I'll bring it to you.
~No, no! Get away from me!

I half-listened to him. I went up to the shark and bit him on the nose, making him shudder and swim away as fast as he could. I slowly chewed that kilo of fresh meat, and after swallowing it, I swam after my prey, and I kept biting him until only the mouth of that animal remained. I took it with my hand and went back to where I left my human, who was now swimming desperately towards the beach.

~Here, I bring you a souvenir.

I showed him the triple row of teeth on the shark's jaw, and he looked at me in terror.

~You killed it!
~Not only that: I ate it.
~Do mermaids eat sharks?
~We eat everything. But I prefer to eat raw shark, because they don't have bones.

That human looked at me with a calmer look, almost smiling.

~Don't be afraid of sharks. You're with me. I'll defend you.
~Serena, a current of water has brought me here, and I can't go back to land. I'm going to die.
~Why are you going to die?
~Humans can't live long in the sea.
~If you're saying it because of the sharks, don't worry. I've already told you that I'll defend you. And if the other mermaids see you with me, they'll respect you. We don't mess with other people's things.
~Other people's things. Am I your thing?
~Yes, you are. You are my guest in my world. If you want, I'll show it to you.

Humans aren't much for talking, not even in thought. They're more for acting. Almost like us, although we have the advantage of having learned more things in more time than they have in several generations. So I took him by the hand and led him down, despite his protests.

After a few minutes he stopped moving. I assumed it was because his lungs were full of water. When we got to the bottom, I gave him siren breathing and then took him to my cave, and he slept there for a long time, so that when he woke up he was calmer.

 4 The awakening. Español Esperanto

For days he was there, learning to breathe with the gills that came out from under his chin, and if you didn't look closely, you wouldn't see them when they were open. When we're on land, they close automatically and we breathe through our lungs, and that makes us look just like humans. Did humans originate from a pair of mermaids who settled on Earth for some reason? I refuse to believe it because they would have lost their longevity and the immense pleasure of ruling almost the entire planet through its most liquid part...

~Where am I? ~he said, opening his eyes.
~Here, Diego. You're with me, in my cave. Where no one would dare to enter without my permission.
~Your cave... I see you different, Serena. What have you done to your hair?
~Nothing. That's how I really am. And you're more handsome too.

Then he sat up and noticed the greater resistance that water makes to the movement of the body than air.

~What? Am I under the sea?
~That's right. But you're not one of us ~ I told him, putting a hand on his thigh.

He looked at me with a stupid face, as if he had a hard time accepting what was happening. He looked at my tail, and then at his legs, crowned by his masculine attributes.

~Am I dead?
~No, Diego. And you won't die while you're with me.
~But..., but..., this can't be happening! I have to go back, I have to go back home.
~Your home is a thousand kilometers from here. You're at the bottom of the sea, in the middle of the sea that's between lands, what you call the Mediterranean Sea.
~How long have I been here? ~he said, looking at his watch. But it didn't work. We were a thousand meters below the surface of the sea.
~The sun has set ten times since I brought you here.
~Ten days! My wife will be worried. She will have called the police...

He continued saying a lot of things that I didn't understand. A bunch of nonsense, instead of being happy to be with us, to have inherited the rest of the planet. He wasn't like us, but he had adapted well, much better than other humans we had adopted as pets in the past. They had drowned at first, but this one had adapted, had reacted well to my mermaid resuscitation. I took one of his hands and caressed his face with my other, and comforted him:

~Don't cry for what you've lost. Be happy for what you've gained, Diego. I want to share my kingdom with you. Why are you in such a hurry? It's hopeless now. You were going to die up there, alone. Now you can live with me.
~With you? Why didn't you ask me before? Does my opinion not count? I was so calm floating, thinking, sunbathing. Why did you kidnap me?

I no longer liked what that being, so strange to us, thought. I considered returning him to the beach where I found him, but his readaptation was going to be costly and difficult, if he survived. I'd rather keep him. That's why I had to be tough:

~Look, Diego: a current brought you to me. If you don't want what I'm offering you, I can take you there so you can drown in the air, or in the water, possibly both. This ~I said touching -his gills, under his chin ~ is what allows you to live down here, in the whole sea actually. Your skin has become so strong that it will withstand all the water pressure that is needed, but if you go back there, you will simply die. For your people, you have disappeared in the sea. For mine, you are my pet. If I abandon you without adequately preparing you, you will die soon. I am your only chance of survival if you do everything I tell you.
~What? Am I your slave?
~If you want to call it that... We call it a pet. You are my pet. For centuries, humans have put the figure of a mermaid at the tip of the ship, what you call a figurehead. We prefer living figureheads, pets, companion animals, whatever you want to call it. And you have two options: either do what I tell you, or you die.
~What if I don't want to?
~I'm going out that door ~I said, pointing with one hand to the entrance of the cave ~and I'm going to find another lair. And I'm leaving you here to die, or to go out and be eaten by a shark. Or if another mermaid comes in and sees you alone, she'll eat you alive.
~Do you eat humans?
~I already told you that we eat everything. I would eat you, but I don't give you that option to choose. I couldn't eat you. At most, I would eat the shark that ate you. Although, with that skin you have, it would be very difficult for the poor creature.

I felt sorry for the poor human. It was a lot to take in. I smiled at him, and said to finish:

~Look, Diego, there you have in front of you ~I pointed to the opposite wall ~some fish for you to eat. I'll leave you to think about everything I've told you. Be careful, you might be getting your second row of teeth.

And with a gentle flick of my tail I left the cave and took a long walk to the surface, and then came back. It took me a day. What would my pet decide?

 5 Survival. Español Esperanto

When I got to my cave I saw that he wasn't there. Where had he gone? Had something happened to him? There were no traces of a struggle, there was no blood anywhere. Sharks are very careless and they would have left some pieces, some bones.

I looked around, but I couldn't see him anywhere. Suddenly I heard his thought:

~Where were you, mermaid?
~I can't see you.
~I hid.

Suddenly a hole opened in the seabed and little by little my pet appeared.

~What were you doing in there? How were you breathing?
~With this ~he showed me a rusty iron pipe, from some shipwreck, I suppose. ~I buried myself in such a way that only the pipe was sticking out. It allows me to breathe in this medium, being protected by the sand of the seabed.
~You worried me, pet.
~Is that what you call me now?
~No. You called me a mermaid, which is what I am. And you are my pet, Diego. And what am I called?
~Serena.
~That's it. Well, that's what you're going to call me forever.
~Why do I have gills?
~Your most primitive genes were summoned by the siren breath I gave you when we stopped at the bottom of the sea. You were unconscious and that's why you don't remember. Now you can live here, with me.
~So I can't go back to my wife anymore, like I intended?
~Of course you can. When you go to land you can hide your gills whenever you want, so she can't see them.

In the following days my pet spoke to me less and less about his terrestrial world, or his wife, or his family. It was as if he was forgetting, as he discovered the wonders of the sea.

~You don't want to go back to your life on land anymore?
~I will see my wife again, but I feel as if my interest in going back there is waning. How do you measure time here?
~Oh, we don't measure it. We have all the time in the world. There have been many days, many sunsets.

Indeed, since he had been living in the depths of the sea, he had had a long adaptation to his new environment. While he was unconscious, his gills had developed. Then he had learned to move little by little after the fright he had given me. I said that he was my pet, and he said that I was his teacher.

Yes, when he had found himself alone after his argument with me, he had think things over: there, a kilometer deep, he either got used to this life, or he would die. He must have developed a very tough skin, because his body had not collapsed, nor had his bones broken from the enormous pressure of the water above his head, reaching the surface. He wondered when he would see her again. But those thoughts were interrupted by the arrival of the shark. It had approached the entrance of the cave, and had looked inside. He knew that the sunlight did not reach that far down, at least not as visible to the human eye, and yet he saw in blue and violet tones of varying degrees. He deduced that so did the shark, and it had seen him, too. But suddenly that predator of the seas, instead of advancing into the cave, was retreating. A mermaid had appeared, and the creature had quickly fled from her. But the fish woman was faster and grabbed it by the tail, climbed on top of him, and what Diego saw next was a carnage much wilder than a bullfight: the beast that was riding the other beast was eating him bite after bite, and soon the shark did not move anymore. However, she continued eating until only the teeth remained, which she let fall to the bottom. Satisfied, she slowly walked away. My pet noticed that her tail was much longer than before, she would tell me later. Yes, in fact when we mermaids eat a big fish, our stomach stretches and with it the tail that houses it, and when we have digested it all, our tails return to normal, as we return to the water what is left over from digestion.

Diego remembered what I had told him, that we respect each other, and we do not entertain ourselves with other people's things. Maybe that mermaid, who I would later tell him was my friend Hayk, hadn't seen him. Or maybe she had and recognized that was my cave, and didn't bother to make the acquaintance of my pet. But perhaps the sharks weren't so cautious, and that's why he took a laminar stone from the bottom and dug a hole where he could go vertically and cover himself with mud from the seabed, with only a rusty tube that he found in a nearby shipwreck sticking out so she could breathe until I returned and he could get out of her temporary grave. That happened hours later, and he surprised me by coming out of his hiding place. It would never have occurred to me, because mermaids are the queens of the sea, and no other species can stand up to us. We are few, but the other marine beings fear us, and those who don't, are soon eaten by us.

~You'll get used to it, Diego. You won't have to hide again. By the way, do you remember what you thought you heard when I met you?
~Yes: iiik.
~Well, that will be your mermaid name. From now on.
~I like it ~Diego said.
~It's much easier to pronounce for the other mermaids I'll introduce you to. It means Saved from the Earth.
~Hehe, just like Moses.

Diego, hereafter Iiik, told me a very interesting old myth about an African prince who had taken the slaves from his country to found another one on another continent. My mermaid friends wouldn't understand it, because we don't have countries, princes, or slaves in our world.

~True ~he replied. ~The closest thing you have to a slave is a pet, that is, me.

But he was wrong, because we don't make pets work for our benefit, like their owners do with slaves. For us, a pet is someone who is taught to live in our world, and if they can bear it, they become one of us.

Not entirely satisfied with my explanations, he still asked me:

~Did you ever have pets before me?
~Of course. I've had many, Iiik.
~And where are they?
~They died.
~Did they die? All of them?
~Many die because they can't stand life under the sea.
~A long time ago?
~I've had them of various species. Some adapt to living with me, down here. But they grow old and die.
~Any humans?
~Three. You're the fourth.
~And what happened to them, humans?
~They failed the shark test. You were the first, because you were lucky that my friend Hayk happened to be here, and then you were smart enough to hide.
~I see, I see. Hey..., did you send me the shark?
~No. I didn't have to. They abound in all seas, and I knew that one, or more than one, could appear. I'll teach you how to deal with them.
~Heh, mine was eaten by a mermaid.
~That could happen, although we are so isolated from each other that it was very unlikely. You were lucky.
~Why are you isolated?
~Because there are only eight thousand of us in the whole world, Iiik. Each one independent from the others since we turned 80. That has made us very reserved, and although we cultivate friendship, we like to be alone. Or accompanied by a pet, but that is temporary.
~But you have family...
~Yes, of course: mother, ex-father and sister.
~And me, am I family?
~Well, no: you are my pet, and you will be with me until you can take care of yourself.
~Oh, really? What if you die before then?
~That's not likely, Iiik. No mermaid is known to have died, although accident and murder are possibilities... I've never heard of one.
~You are immortal!
~It seems so.
~So you, who according to what you say were with your mother until you were 80 years old... despite looking barely 20, how old are you?
~About 20,000, give or take a century.
~What! I can't believe it.
~Yes, believe it. It's the truth.
~And you haven't created anything in such long generations?

I smiled at my pet's naivety.

~Our species is very old, Iiik, the oldest on the planet. Yes, there was a time when we had cities, societies, division of labor, and all the things you have and even some more. But we outgrew that phase. There were wars between the sirens, and mass destruction, until we evolved and abandoned normal language for telepathic language and abolished property and lies.
~Property? But you say that I am your property...
~True, but that has another meaning between us. I take care of you, you depend on me. I don't take advantage of you, but I teach you to live like us.
~So what will happen when I already know how to go on alone, will I be independent?
~Then you won't need me, and you can go wherever you want. And live like a mermaid.
~But ~he said, touching his genitals, ~I am a man and I see that all of you are not.
~True. We look like your women, but we are not. We have breasts because they help us navigate the ocean currents, and you don't have them. Maybe someday they will grow on you. Or you will learn to orient yourself in another way.

That left him very thoughtful. For days we did not speak again, although we fished and swam together for a long time, always in silence, in communion with our marine environment.

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 6 Surface. Español Esperanto

Indeed, my pet has already learned to live at the bottom of the sea. He knew how to fight other species and devour his victims by biting them with his two rows of teeth. Soon he will have a third. He liked plankton and made friends with dolphins and whales, but he has not yet reappeared in all the years he has been with me.

~Your people ~I told him one day ~give a lot of importance to sex...
~That's true.
~Haven't you missed that since you've been here?
~Not really. Maybe it's because of your very cold climate you have here... about five degrees Celsius, I think.
~That's so... I can see, you've adapted well.
~Well, yes. I like this atmosphere, these colors, this landscape, this temperature...
~And there are no storms here either, as you've seen.
~It's peaceful here. I would have never guessed that.
~If you want rough seas, you have to go up to the surface. There may be some currents here, but they are slow.
~The surface, you said... When will you bring me up there? ~he said, ignoring the currents.
~Do you want to go?
~Of course I want to go. It will be like going to the countryside.
~Well, let's go, ~I said, twisting my hips to start.

I climbed without looking at him, because I knew he was following me because of the noise of his arms and legs rubbing against the water.

I slowed my pace so that he could catch up with me and we could climb together. So the thousand meters to the surface of the sea would take several hours, almost a day, due to his long stay below and his adaptation to the pressure difference, which —with time and practice— would be automatic. When we arrived, we saw that the sea was calm, but the waves rocked us nicely in a two-meter height difference between the highest and lowest points. Dawn was breaking.

Iiik was a little upset, because he hadn't seen the sun for years. Its rays reached the seabed, but not the visible ones. We sirens can see a much wider spectrum than humans, and a significant part of that spectrum reaches the depths, giving the landscape that characteristic greenish-violet hue that we love so much. Now we see the surface as blue as the sky.

~Beautiful, isn't it? ~I said, nodding at the sun. ~But don't be tempted: as soon as the disk leaves the horizon, you can't keep looking at it, because you would go blind. Only when it touches the horizon are its rays useful, because that reddish hue is good for the retina. But let's play now, forget about the sun.

We played in the waves, jumping from wave to wave, until we saw a sailboat approaching. We dived and approached it. On board there were a man with gray hair and a younger although not very attractive blondie.

~Look, Iiik, your kind.

He looked at them and shook his head:

~No. I'm not one of them anymore.
~What do you mean by that?
~They drown if they fall into the sea.
~They could adapt, like you...
~Yes, that's true. But maybe not.
~The truth is, it is unlikely. They enjoy the sea, but only superficially.

We grabbed the ladder at the stern of this twelve-meter long sailboat and traveled with them for several hours. Suddenly, the woman came to the helm and saw us. She screamed, but before the man could come, we left the ladder and dived down. Then we followed the boat at a depth of two meters, watching the keel cut the sea. I whipped my tail a few times and caught the rudder, and then the keel. He managed to catch the end of my tail, and with one hand he caught the back of the keel, and we accompanied these people for a long time. We reached the hunting ground of several sharks, but they left as soon as they saw us. I had already eaten dinner, and my pet ate the pieces of liver that I had left for him. He no longer asked what marine species they were, because he had become accustomed to them and did not want to know.

~Look,~ I told him, ~ we are approaching an area rich in wrasse and sharks.
~True.
~It is time for you to learn to hunt.
~Is it necessary?
~Yes. You have already adapted to my world, but you still depend on me. You only need to eat and sail without me.
~Oh, don't leave me, Serena. I am not ready yet.
~It is my choice, baby, not yours.

Saying this I let go off the keel and waved goodbye.

He stared at me, and before he could react, I thrashed my tail several times and disappeared from his sight.

But he did not disappear from mine, however, and so I was able to follow him for several miles. I left him in an area infested with sharks, who ran away from me in terror. I had enough food for several days already, so I was not interested in hunting, but he ate much less, and since he had no tail, he could not put as much food into his body as we did. He must have been hungry by now, I supposed. And those sharks would not yet perceive him as a mermaid, although not as a man either. One of them, less timid than the others, approached him. He seized the shark's nose with one hand, put a finger in one eye as deep as he could, and another with the other hand in the other eye. After it was immobilized, he bit its nose, tearing it off at the roots, and ate it slowly while the poor shark gave its last blows and died, his fingers having reached its brain. When he had finished, he tore the skin with his teeth and ate what was underneath, until his stomach was filled with about a quarter of the creature. He let it go, and its fellow sharks hastened to eat what was left of it, which led to a merciless fight among them, at the end of which only six of the ten sharks that had approached remained.

He looked in the direction where I was, perhaps sensing me, and waved. Then he turned to the sailboat, and with strong blows and kicks, he approached it and again took the keel. He and the boat went calmly until after a few hours they entered the harbor.

 7 Land excursion. Español Esperanto

Once I had verified my pet's hunting and eating skills, I approached him, who greeted me with a nod and a smile.

Together we followed the boat and we climbed onto its keel again. When it docked, we went to the bottom, a mere ten meters below the surface. When there was no more noise from the boat, Iiik climbed aboard. He broke the lock and got in.

~I see you've learned the basic lessons of survival.
~Oh, yes, Serena. Come in, there are clothes for you here too,~ he said with obvious sarcasm.

He had put on the boat owner's clothes. Suddenly, he looked at me in surprise:

~You've grown legs! Where's your tail?
~I got on the boat a little while ago. When we mermaids dry off, our tails turn into legs.
~Ah, good to know. Then you can wear the blonde's clothes.

Actually, the woman's clothes fit me better than the man's did to him, which were a bit loose. We got off the boat and headed to the town.

It was a small town, with its square, its main street, its church, and its town hall. And above all, its pub, which is the most important place, because it's where people gather; the men, actually, while the women stay at home to take care of the children.

~Can you remember human speech?

«I'll try», he said, speaking.

«It's hard for you».

~It's tiring. It's faster, more useful, and easier to speak with your mind.

«True. But these people need sound support to understand each other».

~Where are we?

I saw a sign on the street. I recognized the language: Icelandic.

~In Iceland.
~Bad luck: I don't know Icelandic.
~Neither do I, but we'll manage.

I entered the bar, and everyone turned to look at me. It wasn't normal for a woman to go in there.

«The restroom, please?», I asked.

The barman nodded towards me. Iiik watched from the doorway.

~Speak your language, but send the telepathic message strongly. Then they will understand, as long as you read their answer in their mind if you try hard.

He came in when I was going to the bathroom.

«A beer», he asked in Spanish while they heard it in their minds in Icelandic.

The bartender put it in front of him, and he paid with some coins he found in his tracksuit pocket.

He sat at a free table next to a window, and when I left the bathroom I sat next to him.

~We can see that you already dominate both worlds, mermaid.
~Do I?
~Of course ~I told him mentally, while we pretended to look at the landscape out of the window. ~You've already had dinner. You've made contact with these people, and you'll have no problem going to see your family.
~My family..., my family... How long have I been away?
~A long time.
~Ten years?
~More.
~More? How much?
~I don't know. But you'll have to find that out for yourself.
~Ha, it's going to take me a long time to get from Iceland to Spain...
~Well, you know how to travel by boat. In three days you'll reach Norway. In another day and a half you'll reach England, and in another 30 hours you'll reach Spain.
~That is a week.
~If you don't have to wait for the connection, yes.

Faced with my silence, I left him thinking privately.

~Okay, pet, I'm leaving. When you solve your family problems you already know where to find me.
~In your cave in Cyprus?
~Exactly.

I got up and headed to the door. One of those Icelandic young men, very corpulent, came out behind. Apparently he liked me. I had gone just a few steps towards the port when he approached me.

«Where are you going in such a hurry, beautiful one?»

His intentions were evident. He threw himself at me and I stuck my hand, claw-like, into his stomach and opened it up. I kept pushing upward and ripped it up. I tore out his heart and ate it in one bite. I did the same to his stomach and liver.

I looked toward the window and saw that Iiik had seen everything. I nodded and sent him a clear telepathic message:

~Yes, Iiik, mermaids also eat humans. We eat anything that moves.
~Do you also eat other mermaids?
~No. Our genetics doesn't allow us homophagy. Although omnivorous, we are heterophagic. Also, we have much tougher skin than other zoological creatures. We can't digest it. Neither can sharks.

I shouldered what was left of that fool, and when we reached the port, I jumped into the water with him, stripped him off his clothes, and had a feast to celebrate the graduation of my pet, the new merman. Would he become a mermaid in the future? Hard to say. I left not even a bone of that giant. It didn't taste as good as my favorite dish, the hammerhead shark, but it wasn't bad. Then I swung my hips and moved away, tail striking the water gently. The moon was almost touching the horizon, and I loved its glimmer, even more than the sun's. I often spent hours gazing at both, the moon and its glimmer, but that night I felt more like moving around to digest that Icelandic giant, an original one, washed down with authentic, ice-hard seawater. Within a few weeks, I arrived at my Mediterranean cave with nothing worth mentioning. The sea has fascinated me since I was born, and I feel it's more and more my own home every day. Incredible as it may seem, from Iceland to Cyprus, passing through the Strait of Gibraltar, I didn't find any of my fellow mermaids, for the world is so wide, and we mermaids are the most privileged of its inhabitants.


Reunion. English Esperanto

Years passed before I saw my pet again. Hayk came to keep me company for a while, and together we inspected several wrecks, sunken ships from which we retrieved things that caught our attention, like daggers and coins, but we knew they were useless to us, as water and time would rust them and render them to no use.

~ I've already been told you ate a shark in my home when I was away, mermaid ~I told her when I came back.
~That's right. I came to see you and saw one of your pets. That shark introduced its nose where it shouldn't, and so I carried it out. Since it protested and I had been feeling hungry for two weeks, I had it for dinner.

Hayk is my age more or less. I met her in my first century, when we both were still kids. Then mum still watched me very closely, and hers and mine became friends.

Later on we went apart, but sometimes we meet by chance, and other times we visit each other. Her hunting grounds are about a thousand kilometers off Nuadiki, which hides from the ocean behind a peninsula, Ras Nuadiki, in Mauritania. At times she comes close to the coast and mixes with the French colony living in that country, which they call Port Étienne, as if it still belonged to them, the French.

But the sea has no borders and it is our natural element. So has been for thousand of millenia, and so it will ever be.

Hayk kept me company for several moons, though when she went away, I stayed relieved. Mermaids like her are good company and we enrich one another, but we feel much better when we are alone, searching the depths of the majestic ocean, enjoying water streams which carry us, lazily, onto any way, sometimes to a school of fish where we can satisfy our appetite, or else we herd them, or pass through them in silence undisturbed and undisturbing.

Sharks and dolphins approach or move away from us depending on their experience. The former know that we sometimes attract fishermen with our calls, and when we've satiated our appetite, what's left is theirs. Dolphins are more playful. They approach us and rub their backs against our bodies. It's very pleasant, sometimes exciting. They play with us, and we go with them up to the surface.

We often enjoy a good storm. Humans fear them because if they fall into the sea they drown and die, but we're already in the water, and we don't drown. We jump from wave to wave, followed by dolphins. Sometimes we wrestle them, taking them to the bottom, and then releasing them so they can go up for fresh air and not die. Because they're not actually fish. They're mammals and breathe fresh air through lungs. Just like other cetaceans, like whales.

And it was during one of those games that I saw him again. Iiik was riding a dolphin, with one leg on each side of the animal's back. He didn't use a bridle to guide it, because the mental control he exerted over his improvised means of transportation was much more effective. And because mermaids don't use bridles, nor do we ride dolphins as if they were horses. In fact, we swim faster than they do.

Following an old human ritual, he dismounted the dolphin and hugged me. I let him do so and even cooperated in the hug until he loosened it. We stepped back a bit to look at each other, holding hands. We remained that way for several seconds, until I couldn't help but say:

~You've changed, Iiik.

~But you're still the same as when you kidnapped me, mermaid.

~You're no longer my pet.

~No, not anymore. But I searched for you across all the oceans of the world. You weren't home.

~You know what we mermaids are like: always on the move. We visit each other, we explore, we discover..., in short, we enjoy life, or the sea, which is the same thing.

~Yes, I know your world, Serena. Which is now mine.

~I'm glad to know that.

~But..., being down here doesn't let you to look up at the sky and wonder what lies beyond.

~Merman, when we reach the surface and let ourselves be lulled by the waves, we do look at it. At the sky and the sea. And we see the deep connection between them.

~I know. But in your twenty millennia, have you never wondered if there are other civilizations, other intelligences?

~Not only have I wondered, Iiik, but I've seen them. And they didn't leave me with good memories, no...
~What?
~You heard me right. According to what my grandmother told me, centuries before I was born, beings arrived from above. There were no inhabitants on the mainland yet, or if there were, we didn't know them because they hadn't come to sea. Those who did were those strange beings. They were spherical and moved by rolling, but they preferred to do so aboard their vehicles, which floated equally in the air over land and sea. They bothered mermaids, and killed and ate those they could capture.

~Were there many?

~There were several thousand of them, more than us. When I was born, some of them still remained. We called them the round ones.

~Were there any left?

~Yes. We mermaids discovered their weakness and exploited it to win the war. They were very physically and mentally active, and that's why they had to sleep most of the day, more than twelve hours, sometimes much more.

~And what did you do?

~For years, we entered their cities, hid, and when they slept, we killed them. Then we ate them. Well, according to my mother. Then we threw their vehicles and tools into the sea, which eventually rendered them useless.

~Did you ever make contact with them?

~Mentally. But their only agreement was their demand that we surrender unconditionally, and that we be kept on some kind of farm or reserve to be raised and then eaten. Like humans with cows.

~So what happened?

~Well, it was the other way around. We killed almost all of them, and my ancestors locked the survivors up on farms, where, devoid of their technology, they were nothing more than supplementary food for the mermaids.

~But that would have made you go live on the mainland, wouldn't it?

~Not necessarily. They were like a supplement to our diet, but like all supplements, they were not necessary. But even so, we ate them all, and there are no more.

~And did not any more of them come from their planet?

~A few years later, another expedition came and gathered those who remained, the grandchildren of those who had come, and took them away, along with their remaining devices, and they haven't returned here. The rounded survivors couldn't tell the cause of the tragedy that had happened, and they must have assumed that the planet is unfit for their species to inhabit.

~Aha, I see. But are you ready for another invasion?

~The sea is so vast that it protects us, Iiik, in its immense vastness. It's almost four hundred million square kilometers, and we are less than 9,000 individuals. Finding one of us is rather difficult, if not impossible. In addition, our voice can be heard hundreds of kilometers away, and our telepathy has a record of five thousand kilometers, in all directions. If one of us is in danger, we all know very soon, and the nature of the danger reaches us crystal clear, and whether help would be useful, or if it would be worse if many of us banded together to help the one in danger. That's our strategy, Iiik: 382,549,248 square kilometers, divided among 8,342, that's almost 50,000 for each of us. It's hard to locate one another if we don't want to be found, don't you think? And we could organize remotely for a counterattack, either on land or preferably at sea...

~I see. But haven't any more aliens come?

~There have been other invasions, yes. But they acclimatize poorly, they die, and those that don't, they leave. This planet apparently tolerates only two dominant species: humans —who adapt to the environment in a suicidal way in the long run— and mermaids, who adapt completely to the environment, and that's why we'll last much longer.

He listened attentively, silently, assimilating what he was hearing.

~But tell me, ~I finally said, ~How did it go with your wife?

~She almost didn't recognize me. It had been almost 50 years since I left. According to what they told her, a current carried me out to sea without anyone being able to stop it. There were boats searching for me for several days, until they gave up. They reported me missing, and then dead.

~And your wife?

~She cried for me for several years. Then she remarried and had two more children, who abandoned her after her second husband died.

~And your children?

~She doesn't know anything about them, she doesn't know where they are, or if they're still alive or not.

~And what are you going to do?

~She doesn't accept that I am who I say I am. She says that fifty years later I can't look the same as I did when I disappeared, and although I resemble the idea she has of me, nothing binds us and I should let her die in peace.

~And you left.

~I put her in a nursing home and advanced them any expenses she might have over the next 30 years, with Some gold coins I found in a nearby shipwreck. And here I am, Serena, ready to do whatever you think is best. Am I a mermaid yet?

~Hehe. You're the only male mermaid, a merman, as far as I know, that exists in the entire ocean. I see you retain your male organs, and that makes me wonder if you could conceive underwater...

~Yes, I know you girls only do it on land.

~I see you don't use dolphins to play with..., you use them for transportation.

~That's right. I thought about it in Iceland. No ship was leaving for Norway until the following week, so I tamed a dolphin, and as it became exhausted, I jumped from dolphin to dolphin, like couriers did in my country in old times, changing horses from post to post all the time. Well, I changed dolphins and went nonstop to your cave. It took me two weeks, but you weren't there.

~Hehe, it took me longer, much longer. For us, the whole salty sea is our home, so I amused myself along the way, looking at things and fish. In no hurry to arrive. You overtook without any of us noticing, for the ocean is so wide. So what, did you get bored waiting for me?

~Not exactly. I took two clueless humans ashore right after their boat hit a rock, and then I went back to continue sleeping in your cave. A shark poked its face out there, but I must have looked at it like a mermaid because it immediately left as fast as it could. I thought about taming one to transport me faster, but then I thought I'd be better off with the dolphins, so I looked for you on the the seven seas until I found you here. Apparently, you didn't miss me...

~Well, we don't use dolphins for transportation because we swim faster than them. It's not worth it. I'll give you some navigation lessons later, although on your own I see you've mastered the basics. I'm sure you've never made such a long journey in your human life...

~No, not really. From Iceland to Spain and from here to your cave, it's been several thousand kilometers...

~About five thousand... In arc seconds of a degree, that's about two thousand seven hundred of what you call nautical miles.

~That's a lot. Yes, I'll gladly accept those lessons in rapid mermaid navigation, Serena.


Epilogue. English Esperanto

Iiik's transformation on land was much less drastic than ours. His feet in the water transformed into fins, but he never lost his legs or his masculine attributes, although he learned to hide them inside his body when he was underwater. However, in contrast, when he became aroused, he could grow his impregnating gland almost a meter in length outside his body. That was enough to reach any mermaid's reproductive system under the water, through the small horizontal slit that remains at the level of our belly when our legs are replaced by a large fish tail in the water.

That's why Iiik represented a leap forward in the evolution of our species. After impregnating me in our liquid element, I gave birth to a male merman, like him, but with a tail like mine, yet with a retractable penis, like his. Word spread among the other mermaids, and many visited him so that they could become mothers.

Iiik didn't hide, and the sex ratio in our species eventually grew to ten females for every male. We began giving birth in the water, then bringing the young to land so their lungs wouldn't atrophy and they could remain amphibious.

However, Iiik couldn't have sex more than once a month, just like her male offspring. Male mermaids changed from being temporary to becoming rare but steady, with hidden attributes until, after a month or more, they were ready to be used again. That's why intercourse between the sexes became exclusively for reproductive purposes, and not like humans, for whom the secondary function is the primary and vice versa. That's why we only do it when we want to be mothers, and therefore we have to carefully calculate the date we can succeed.

~How many children do you have, Iiik? ~I asked him one day.

~Oh, I estimate around 3,600, 60 of them males.

~Heh, you've been with us for 300 years.

~I've been one of you since the day you dragged me by the feet to your kingdom, mermaid.

Iiik continued sailing our seas, now free from humanity since it committed suicide in one of its stupid wars. Now he is the repository of two worlds, the marine and the terrestrial, and he tells us things about his time as a human and his desires and motives then and now, the wonderful world of the sea.

But sometimes he thinks about that world he knew in the briefest time of his life, and a tear escapes, carried away by the ocean current, ignored, for he still harbors feelings for the people of his early youth, his friends, his wife, and his children..., who still exist because they remain in his memory.

~Come on, don't stand still, ~I tell him when I see him staring into the open, ~ and don't think about those who are gone. They still reside in your heart, of course, but the one who is here with you is me. And this is where your family is, your family now.

And he smiles, nodding. And he swims slowly, slowly, away to frolic with his children, with his friends, with his mermaids. But he always returns to his Serena.


Murcia, September
22th 2024
at 13:00 hours.

Synopsis. English Esperanto

This book brings us closer to the mythical world of mermaids, and what happens to an innocent swimmer when he is found by one of them.

Since the adventures of Ulysses in his famous Odyssey, and since the dawn of literature, we have been enchanted by mermaids with their songs, which are said to lure sailors to their destruction. But this mermaid who tells us her story doesn't lure an innocent man with her songs; rather, she finds him on a forgotten beach and takes him to her world, introducing it to him, and despite his initial resistance, she shows him her nature, revealing it in all its harshness, but also in all its wonder. Have you ever wondered what your life would be like if you could breathe and live beneath the waters of the sea? Because it's true that on the surface, the wind and tides can play tricks on us, but down below, deep inside, everything is dead calm, and one can lie on the soft mattress of deep sand and watch things fall from above.

I hope the reading was enjoyable and that it opens your mind to a new world, which is within this one.

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